Sunday, June 25, 2006

Broken Heart


Last weekend i received a call from Alice, i was deeply shocked to hear the news.
One of her friend suppose to get marry, one day before her big day the wedding was called off!
Such an unexpected event happened to her, reason behind the story was the couple were tense and had argument, end up the groom called off the wedding. But the bride still need to pay the balance of wedding expenses. It was so dramatic, she can't believe that happened to her in her life, it only happened in movie, shouldn't be her wedding. Imagine you were wearing your beautiful wedding gown, looks so gorgeous then had a small argument with harsh statement, whole happiness turn into disaster. Everything turns sour and bitterness. Everyone of us kinda worried about her situation now. We do feel the pain as she did. She might need soul-searching.

Late afternoon, they arrived late to check in, i showed them to their hotel room let them settle down first, then brought them to spa & swimming pool. Alice & A.M wanna to rejuvenate themselve with spa treatment whereby the spa appointment was fully booked. Too bad huh? Alice's sister can't go with us, she need to stay in the room watched tv program *female's monthly symptom* ~Poor babe~ But again, Alice & A.M manage to enjoy the spa facilities i.e. steam room, whirl pool and swimming pool. Both of them have fun together. We tried our best to cheer her up.

In the evening, we went for complimentary cocktail session, had some snacks, wine & juices before we heading to IOI Marriott for japanese buffet dinner. Alisya came later to join us, coz she lost in the highway but finally manage to find her way. *giggle* Not the first time i heard someone lost in Putrajaya / Cyberjaya.
Midori's buffet spread kinda good, value for money, worth to give a try. The buffet dinner is priced at RM63.00++ per person. We indulged our stomach with sashimi, maki, tempura, oyster, beef, teppanyaki, etc. We had good laugh together and enjoy the great company together. Our stomach stuffed with Japanese food and green tea. I was terribly bloated. *tee-hee* ^o^
There was small incident occured, A.M broke her favourite jed bracelet during dinner time, she was so upset about it. We all comfy her, don't worry, broken jed was help her to avoid something bad to be happened.

After our dinner, we all back to hotel room. At the same time, WP was the right time arrived the destination. We had wine in the room and enjoy gal's talk together. A.M still little worried, devastated over her unexpected event. She asked: "Why i meet all the Mr. Wrong in my life?" "I so afraid afterall my next wedding gonna to be the same event, i don't want to face the disaster again, can't manage to take it anymore.. What gonna to happen in my future life? Life is so meaningless, everyday go to work 9-5, life become so monotonous." "Why man has to step into my life to mess up everything and leave? Why man hurts me like that way?" "Why the man put his family above me?""Why he can't treat me as a part of his family?"
So many why????WHY??!!
How we gonna to answer all? God will has the answer, things happened for a reason and with its purpose behind it.

If love caused so much pain, hurts alot!? Why still so many people trap inside there in gazillion year ago?so keen to wanna be one of them to be in love? Love brings happiness, make you feel love is in the air, so in love... walk in the cloud..feeling high..romantic till utterly forgotten your own name..Love also caused broken heart, heart broke into pieace and pieces.

She should take it lightly, like a pinch of salt. She shall feel lucky, thanks god that she never get marry with wrong guy, if not gonna to suffer for her whole life. Nevertheless, she need to bear the shamefulness and tarnish her reputation being called off the wedding. To face all the pressure and challenges from relatives. Futhermore, her family still need to bear part of the wedding expenses coz the groom's family demand for that. Yeah..we all know he's a bastard, son of bitch, jackass, asshole, whatever shit. But only both of them know what's going on (what the story behind this argument). No matter what, she need to get rid of him in her future life.
As a friend, we don't wanna to comment much, just support her decision.
We told her, she will deserves a better man in her life, the suitable one will come along when she least expected it. Only one key to open the designated packlock in her heart. She will finds a better man to compliment and enhance her life. We all hope that she will carries hope and never give up her life. Life is like roller coaster, up and down. We still have face it, go thru all to become a better person, to stay stronger and tougher.
Love is not everything, but we can't live without love. We still have brotherhood love, sisterhood love, family love, friendship care & love, etc. Love can make the world become beautiful but also can burn down your house. Depends on how your perceive and take it.
Sigh.... Tell me why? What's love?

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