Monday, October 31, 2005
★ 給在戀愛中及想戀愛的男女 ★
「好呀!那 你小心點了,回家致電給我 吧。再見。」
去到警局,警員問他: [ 她失蹤時的衣著是'」
首飾 , 手袋嗎'」 男的也是無言以對。
多年來他已把愛情的感覺當成 一種 習慣,就連對他的女友也"習以為常",
我笑笑的回答....沒什麼 ,只是想將你的一切記在心裏 ,在見不到你時細細回味.........
I finally hit 100 posts of my blog!!
Well, well, actually nothing special, i just being overwhelm..excited..
For me, i just wanna share some of my thoughts, bullshits and nice articles / stories here.. i hope my friends and readers will like it..eventhough you dislike it, but that's non of your business! Coz this is my BLOG! ahhaa....anyway, thanks so much to support me and browsing the page. BRAVO!
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Phew...early morning the cab driver uncle morning called me and woke me up...damn...Look, it was 8am..gosh..have to drag myself up.. Sigh , this sturbbon uncle keep calling me when i gonna reach the destination and he was waiting for me there..Duh! who told you that i will be there by 9am? you asked me to call you at 9am and u will be there by 11am to pick me up. Then now whose fault huh? damn, if i get summon because of speeding, i will definately blame you and curse you for it! hahaha..
This old uncle turn here and there, make me so dizzy, Fuck it lah..i don't even bother to recognize the road sign..i just dozed off and sleep tho...i was so exhauted and tired..
After 4 hours, finally i reached my home...YES!!! home sweet home!
30 Oct - 4 Nov 05
I was so happy to see my mum and dad..i miss you all so much, i feel so bad that more than 4 month i didnt back home. feel so HANFOOK , can taste all home cooking yummy food prepared by mummy..dad will spoilt me...can sleep till whenever i want..help to do some house chores..
Just spend some quality times with parents..watching tv..dinner together..fetch them out to anywhere..
Futhermore, glad that dad helped me to get rid of my dinausaur PC. *wink* It was a old pentium 200mhz, purchased back in 98. But the pc still in good condition. I just keep the altec lansin speaker and canon buble jet printer with me. Anyway, Thanks papa! I knew i been wasted lots of your money on my computer thingy. sorry yeah...:P
aw...this saturday need back to KL town, so sad...
i had enuff break..for this Deeparaya leave..really a good one...no need to think of work, no stress, no need to think of money..eventhough i just stucked at home for whole day long, ..peace in mind..i think that's good enuff for soul.
i really don't know what's wrong with this entire world?
i've lost someone beloved one in my life 4 months ago..things become miserable to me, somehow i still take it positively. Life still need to move on. Time won't stop because of him or me. Not even you!
Last night i was online, chating with my frenz. Then i saw my fren CYWONG pop in, so i was so happy to msg him. He was on his mobile MSN version, i wondering why no reply. Suddenly msg response : Who are you? I was puzzled...hell..how could u forgotten me? Then i told him who am i.. after all, he replied that he was not WONG, he was using Wong's mobile to announce something to his contact list. This make me even worry, so i asked where is Wong, what happen to him?
The shock msg replied: Erm..i'm sorry to inform you that he's no longer with us!
Oh My God! I really can't believe it!! NO NO NO! it can't be him!
later on, the person never reply for my futher question anymore.
i still carries my hope that Wong is fine..i hope so...i don't wanna to lost another fren again.. i knew him for more than 5 years, he such a nice guy, whenever i was down, he always be a good listener.
This morning i tried to call his younger brother, can't get thru at all. Afternoon i saw his nick parked away in MSN again, but totally no response as well.
GOSH! pls help me...i really wanna to know the truth! i hope Wong's fren was kidding to me.
Sigh... life is short, fragile..unpredictable..full of surprise!
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student
lying down under a big tree near a big grass area.
Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,
Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our
soul-mate? Can you please help me?
Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer)
Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.
Student : (Thinking hard) Huh???
Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass
there, why don't you walk there but please never walk
backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try
to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it
to me. But just one.
Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked
straight ahead to the grass field).
A few minutes later...
Student : I'm back.
Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on
Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass,
but I thought that I would find a better one, so I
didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at
the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any.
Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.
Teacher : That's what happened in real life.
What is the message of this story?
* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time
* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always
compare and hope that there will be a better one. By
doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember
"Time Never Goes Back".
It applies the same in finding your ideal life
partner, your suitable career or business, therefore
the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that
you have now, don't waste time!
~There Can Be Only One~
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Morning is a blissful day!
Turn on my PC, checking company mails and on my msn. Suddenly a msn chat window pop up: Hi, is that you there www.messengertools.com/Cybertouch......html bla bla bla. From bloody THIAMSOON, so i do not hesitate and click on it. **THIAMSOON, I WILL REMEMBER U!**Saw one window pop up then disolved. Damn! kena trojan liao! Awwww! pain in the ass liao! all programmes hang ...have to reboot PC. After restart, even worst, msn auto login and auto send all the the trojan link to all users in my list. Die loh!! and all out of my control, can't stop it unless i off the whole damn thing!
Antivirus prompt me notification has threats can't be quarantee...SHIT!!!
Faster swim to Gary's island for SOS... I know it's my fault lah...dun look at me with saddie face lah! i so careless lah! What to do? Gary tried to do problem solving, scan disk, etc. On safe mode for half a day, so i can't do anything, just starring at the screen. =(
After that Gary told me very troublesome and take time to do trouble shooting, so recommend to format my pc. Also, can't on MSN. I was so frustrated then!
Then next day i told Alex, i had this problem need to format my pc here and need to do back up. He was so kind and helpful, taught me step by step how to do find where's the bloody WORM/TROJAN / VIRUS. Alex, you such a GEM! i was so impressed that you really guide me thru... finally manage to find the files, but unfortunately i don't have adminstrator's access to safe mode delete the file!!! Phew!U ARE GOD!!! U really make my day! Really appreciate it!!
Anyway, the pc now is quite stable still can be used, MSN back to on track. Still waiting Gary to help me turn on safe mode to KILL the big fat WORM!
Monday, October 24, 2005
joann, you're a Pug!
No bones about it, you're an intelligent, playful Pug. Witty and charming, you're a lot of dog wrapped in a small package. People just love you — a wonderful approachability and sense of humor put you at the top of everyone's list. And because you're smart and quick-witted, you attract a crowd wherever you go. (Have you ever considered running for office or starting a company? You've got the charisma for either.) But that doesn't mean you can't be a little naughty or mischievous when opportunity knocks — you've definitely got a nose for fun! A happy, optimistic breed, you're admired and respected by all. Woof!
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Friday, October 21, 2005
Many people got no style one. Me, I got character.
See-ah. I don’t simply take instructions from people.
I think first lah. Don’t like it, don’t take lah.
With boss also like that. I don’t care. Sack sack lah.
I not afraid one. Then, when got no mood to work, I just go for teh tarik. Don’t like? Not my problem, what!
When boss make noise, I tell him to fly kite.
Money so little, some more got so much work. Where can? Some more got so many bosses. Big boss, small boss, woman boss. One say one thing, listen until your pengsan. You can died like that!
I tell you sometimes not fair. Client also another kind. Always last minute change this change that. Guarantee one. Make my life difficult only. Then..
Kena work until two three a.m. who can tahan like that? Something koyak in their head. I not joking.
Don’t know advertising but only talk big all the time.
Then some more when the thing tak jalan, they complain we all no good. Then who kena? Me lah! Some more who?
Thought will have a good kick off from the early of the day, guess what? Early morning get a government officer bastard called, and "kena" nicely screw from him for nothing. Believe me, it was not my fault though...Then following by his asshole boss talked to me in nasty way...
BS: Who is this?
BS: U know who am i right? i'm So&So's boss!
Me: #$%$ ok
BS: Why you guys don't understand english ah? I wan Chinese menu leh, why gave me all ramadhan one? don't you know my japanese guest can't eat ah? I don't wan these menus!!
Me: Alright, FYI, this menu was provided by my boss. I just follow instruction fax to you. (blardy hell, how would i know what's the deal between ur staff and my superier?)
So how may i help you now?
BS: Don't you have any chinese restaurant ah? I wan chinese food!!!
Me: Sorry to inform that we don't have any chinese restaurant, but we can offer you chinese menu under banquet. and we do have chinese chef here to serve you.
BC: So you mean tat can't give me chinese food lah! Wei! U listen to me first, i wan chinese food! tell me you can do or not!!!
Me: We can offer you chinese food, but you have to confirm with us the menu by today.
BC: I don't care! give me chinese menu now! But i wan additional kuih malay, kurma and air bandung for malay guest without any addtional charges! But i only can confirm the menu with you latest by monday morning since the function is on monday night.
Me: Alright! #%#$%^$^%& Look, we need time for preparation, we would appreciate if you could confirm the menu by today since tomorow is weekend.
BC: We see how lah!
Really wanna to smack my head talk to this kind of person, vomit blood! Because my "dearly" smart ass B*ss told that no need to bother, just sent out the malay menu to them. Futhermore, the blardy guest fax number can't get through at all, gave a courtesy call, the guest mentioned he was at home, can't remember his fax number (but told me this is urgent need to fax to his office now, but what da FUCK he back home lah!). Funny thing is he also can't remember his email address too! I tried 4 times to fax and email him all the details. End up this morning, called me up mentioned that the fax is not so clear, then the fact is his fax machine paper jam last night! What gonna to do with me huh? RIDICULOUS!!! Then i passed this lead to Events Team, end up no more space for this function!! #^$%&^$#$%#% The Event lady called up the guest informed that we have no space for them, Blardy HELL, this guest said we confirmed the space to them! HELLO! Excuse Me! Please wake up lah! i know u r not eating now, but just dun BULLSHIT me! You not even sign the agreement for guarantee space and menu confirmation, how you proof that we confirm anything?
So someone is putting shit on me now!! I need to collect shit which is not belong to me! Nah, what a shitty day!!?
Then i told my B*ss , the guest screwed me nicely in the morning and demand for chinese menu now! Then he told me don't give the menu first, let him view first, make sure is cheap yeah!
Guess what!? The STEWPIAK receptionist sent the blardy guest down to my office without my concern, 2 malay strangers stepped in my office look for my B*ss while i was talking bla bla bla with my staff about this shitty issue. Can u imagine how shitty was that moment? These 2 malay chap were sitting there listened what i was talking on phone with my staff. Blardy hell! Thanks god i didnt mention anything that tarnish my reputation! really Fuck up one! Then came here to pick up the menu and view the place. Then dare to tell me that, don't let others guest come in for dinner on the night itself, coz his boss dislike. So what's a big deal? as long as you pay me extra money to close up whole damn restaurant for you, i would love to do so! Fucker! not even wanna to pay more, then don't come and BULLSHIT ME! I'm not first time to handle this kind of event!
So i just sent him off, and told him off nicely, i only have this space available for you now, take it or leave it? of coz i understand you sure will get backfire shoot by ur boss, so u better be nice to me lah! I will prepare EXTRA VIRGIN OLIVE OIL for your backside!
Then i just briefed my "dearly" B*SS the whole damn thing. After lunch time, the fellow still cannot confirm anything, asked me pls be understanding bit, coz one minister is coming with japanese delegates, so make sure u all are stand by but we can't confirm the menu now. SO WHAT? what can i say huh? So i just keep quiet and told my B*SS. Really pissed me off already! you think u r GOD? Lick my toes lah! Then my B*ss end up wanna to have a word with this bastard guest, then i put him thru...guess what? he also can't stand this kind of guest lah! ahahaha....i saw he was controlling his temper while he was talking to the guest on phone. muahahaha....^o^ Now someone at least can feel the pain as i do... this guest really pain the in the ASS!
So the whole morning, been screwed up by this PAIN IN THE ASS! and my next door "island" cute colleague, Evon she is so nice that suggested wanna buy me something for lunch, at least "tame" my hot boiling water down bit. So i was looking forward to have Roti Boy as my lunch.
But i went in the cafeteria , had a peep on the food, DUH! totally no appetite! all curries! yellow lemak chicken, fish red curry, mutton curry!! how to eat huh? So gonna to skip it! End of the day, she told me too crowded can't manage get me my favouraite bread, anyway, she is so kind provided a packet of chips more cookies. Wow! at least i have something to fill in my empty stomach! Thanks dear!
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Our Death is our Closing Balance
Our Prejudiced Views are our Liabilities
Our Creative Ideas are our Assets
Heart is our Current Asset
Soul is our Fixed Asset
Brain is our Fixed Deposit
Thinking is our Current Account
Achievements are our Capital
Character & Morals, our Stock-in-Trade
Friends are our General Reserves
Values & Behaviour are our Goodwill
Patience is our Interest Earned
Love is our Dividend
Children are our Bonus Issues
Education is Brands / Patents
Knowledge is our Investment
Experience is our Premium Account
The Aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet Accurately.
The Goal is to get the Best Presented Accounts Award.
Folks, hope you all will enjoy this ...
A 92 year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coifed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today.
His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary.
After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready.
As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window.
"I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy.
"Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait."
"That doesn't have anything to do with it," he replied.
"Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time.Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I arrange my mind.I already decided to love it."
"It's a decision I make every morning when I wake up.I have a choice; I can spend the day in bed recounting the difficulty I have with the parts of my body that no longer work, or get out of bed and be thankful for the ones that do.Each day is a gift, and as long as my eyes open I'll focus on the new day and all the happy memories I've stored away."
Old age is like a bank account. You withdraw from it what you've put in it.So, my advice to you would be to deposit a lot of happiness in the bank account of memories and thank you for filling my Memory bank.
Remember the five simple rules to be happy :
1. Free your heart from hatred.
2. Free your mind from worries.
3. Live simply.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realising that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognise is that they are realising that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job ... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realise that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't.
One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realise that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot don't seem as fun.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realise is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
Monday, October 17, 2005
Your Brain's Pattern
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.
You're an Passionate Kisser
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble
You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Your Birthdate: May 24
Born on the 24th, you have a greater capacity for responsibility and helping others than your may have realized.
You may also become the mediator and peacemaker in inharmonious situations.
Devoted to family, you tend to manage and protect.
This birth date adds to the emotional nature and perhaps to the sensitivities.
Affections are important to you; both the giving and the receiving.
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How You Life Your Life
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.
Your Hidden Talent
You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.
Saturday, October 15, 2005
I hate being FFK by friend. This is not first time! Numerous times…I also can’t remember. L If you really can’t make it, please have gut to pick up the phone call and inform me, don’t just ignore the call and don’t bother to return call or sms. I definitely can accept any lame excuses if you can’t turn up but at least you give a call instead of just FFK without any reason. NO SHOW with no phone call! It’s very irritating! How could you being so rude to me? Last minute cancellation of plans and having to deal with rude and annoying people…What a day! Irresponsible, disrespectful, frustrating….
My friend, E who back from Aussie told me that he’s going back tomorrow, and mentioned that I’m heartless that not even yumcha with him. So make me feel so bad, thus I told him on phone that how about today after work? We set the venue and time, I even reminded him that I will sms and call him before I go there.
After work, rushed to send my car for service. Damn! The service centre “slaughtered” me, charge me expensive than others service centre. Broke liao! L
Then I called E while I was waiting to pick up my car, keep calling but no one pick up, sms him no response also. I believe I gave him 8 missed calls! He really pissed me off!
Anyway, I still was heading to the venue, Sunway Pyramid. Hey, Ernie, I will remember you this F*cker! You go fly kite lah!
I was walking around to do my window shopping and enjoyed “human” watching. I bought some stuff for myself. I was bit lucky today, dear dear Jchanet is working today! Hurray!!! Someone can go dinner with me. J I also sms ES, informed him that after work if free come join us then I can intro him leng lui. But phone no one pick up as usual he is busy working in office. Come on dude! Don’t intimidating yourself too much. Today is Saturday, Relax! Work is work, still need to rest for longer journey. Of coz ES is one of the person FFK me lah.. P/S: This is 2nd time he FFK me already! Must watch out!
I went to Hotel look for Jchanet, we were extremely happy to see each other. We went McD for dinner and bought the cute Freshness soft toy! Aww…those I wanted one, all sold out! No choice, I picked strawberry usahana..kinda cute..Aiya..Gary ! It’s your fault now, why you want to display those cute McD toys in your office, so “appealing”..hahaa…can’t resist it. But unfortunately I can’t get those you bought one. L Somehow manage to get one, still not so bad. I’ve tried the vege burger, nice and yummy! I’m loving it!
After chit chat with Jchanet, I don’t want to bother her anymore while she is on duty. So I decided go home. After reached home, just received ES’s sms mentioned he just read my sms and just finished work. Somemore dare to ask me what’s my plan later on? No plan lah…all good plans spoilt by those FFKers!!! I hardly go out to social around with friends, when I decide not to stay at home, but end up friend always will FFK me! End of the day, just look like an idiot!
WTF! Waste my time and not even appreciate my god damn friendship! Those FFKers always NEVER LEARN! Very disappointed…sob sob L
As I know I’m a freak and boring person, but please don’t do such thing to hurt me! I’ve a very fragile heart.
他和她是最普通的朋友。见面仅仅点个头的朋友。但点头以后，她就会心跳，就会脸红。怎么了？她在心里问自己，我 …… 喜欢他吗？她摇摇头，不承认自己的感情。她小心地封闭着自己的感情，小心地注视着自己的心里的王子。而他，丝毫也没有注意到。他有了一个漂亮的女朋友。是的，高高的他，不会注意平凡的她。
故事开始在毕业前。那年的散伙饭，大家都像疯了一样；拼命地喝酒，拼命地唱歌。毕业有那么多的快乐，也有那么多的麻烦。他和女朋友终于分手了，毕业让他们分道扬镳。他不停和朋友们喝酒，为自己枯萎的恋情。她一个人，在一个角落，轻轻的为自己斟满了一杯酒。她从不喝酒的，但这一次，她为自己倒了满满的一杯酒。在心里给自己鼓了鼓劲，她走向了他。 “ 祝你前途无量 ” 。她说的有点急促，她的心一直在跳。他可能根本没有看清眼前的她，端起酒杯就喝。酒精让他的眼睛朦胧了。他看着眼前这个平凡的模糊的影子，全乱了，世界全乱了。 “ 是我的公主吗？ ” 他醉了，醉意中的他一把抱住了她。而她，眼泪倾泄而出，为了这错误的拥抱。
尽管在一个城市，但大家的联系机会并不多。他在 IT 界工作，她去了一家著名的通信公司。一年以后了，大家聚会。并不像小说里写的那样，很多同学仍然是独身。他偶然谈起自己很累。他忿忿地说资本主义剥削人，自己只是迟到一天，就被扣掉了一次 FRIDAY’S 的消费。朋友们都说你这样的懒虫用闹钟是没有用的，闹钟会叫醒手指而不会叫醒大脑，只能有个好心人给一个 MORNING CALL 才行。一直默默无声的她突然说话了：让我叫你吧。他也惊异。她笑笑，我不用掏电话费而已。他释然了，好，谢谢。
就这样，早上七点，他的手机就准时地响起。开始，她只是简单的说：早上好，起床吧。就这样，从夏天，到春天。他们的 MORNING CALL 的时间越来越长，从半分钟到十分钟。谈谈工作，谈谈天气。他总是谢她。而她刻意地躲开了。她怕他看透自己的心事。她知道他不会爱自己的，自己也没有必要认真。但她真的不认真吗？每天，六点四十她就会醒。再困她也不会睡着。因为她的心在跳个不行，就像大学时见到他一样。
又一年过去了。大学的同学已经很少有联系了。而他和她，凭着 MORNING CALL ，竟然保持着每天一个电话的奇迹！但这个电话只是一个早上的问候，除了这个时间，他们几乎没有任何联系。可能，新年时，有了一张贺卡，他想请她吃饭，她拒绝了。保持着自己的秘密不说，她觉得自己有一份骄傲。而她更加清楚，他不是自己的。就这样，他们用一个非常松懈的方法联系着。他们对彼此的生活并不了解。她病了。老是头痛。有一次她晕倒了，才知道，她得了脑瘤。万分之一的治愈可能。她在医院里。但她依然没忘自己的任务。每天，用自己的手机，拨通他的手机。听着那边的他模模糊糊的回答，她就安心了。她认真完成自己的任务，她也知道，这样的日子不多了。而他高大英俊的身影，一直是她最牵挂的东西。
他在 IT 界越做越好，人气渐旺。俨然成了中关村的知识英雄了。人们说他是个敬业守时的人。只有他的第一个老板知道，他爱迟到；只有他的同学知道，他是个懒鬼。他身边总是围绕着美丽的女孩，因为他分明是一个新贵！他会逢场作戏，但没有真心。其实他自己还不知道，每天清晨的那个手机，已经让他习惯。尽管他早就不需要那个 MORNING CALL ，但他没说，每天早上，他等着那个电话响起。他会问自己：我爱她吗？会娶她吗？不，他摇摇头，她实在太平凡了，没有一丝的眩目，我不要 …… 但他也知道，他习惯了她，他不能过没有她的日子。可能，比较平凡的女孩比较遵守信约，他这样安慰自己。可是，这样的手机联络并不能持续很久。因为，因为，因为她必须走了。她昏迷的时间越来越长。她开始失约，开始没有 MORNING CALL 。他有些奇怪，但并没有追问，女孩，该有自己的生活。他有时还偷偷笑笑：和男朋友云雨后就给另一个男人打电话当然不好。男孩，都这么粗心吗？
她的状况更差了。她在死亡的边缘。她的即将来临的死亡成了联系同学的信息；大量的同学来医院看她。他，终于也知道了这个消息。除了震惊他没有别的感觉。不是好好的吗？不是经常打 MORNING CALL 吗？尽管有时失约，但毕竟还是准时的呀。他认定她是急病。匆匆的买了一束黄玫瑰，赶往医院。他在心里认定她是他最好的朋友，黄玫瑰，代表友情。
他去开自己的车。手机又响了。是不是她？他真的已经习惯了她。不是，这是一个美丽的娇柔的小姐给他的信息：一颗心。他打量着自己的诺基亚，这是一个可以传递图形的手机。两年来，他收到了无数的心、天使，但，没有收到她的。他突然站住了，一个从不说爱的女孩。他很轻易的就想起了她的手机号码，每天都看一遍的数字： 13901120521 。他念了一遍。一种晕眩的感觉在他的头顶铺开。她是统计和管理这些数字的，她可以为自己挑一个最适合的。原来，每天，她都会说 521 。想清楚这些，他几乎站不住了。整个世界都转了过来。每天，每天，每天。在那个固定的时刻。她温柔的声音会在这里传到他的耳边 ——
“ 起床吧，别耽误了。 ”
“ 要不，你再睡会，我十分钟后叫你？ ”
“ 今天天冷，当心点。 ”
不，不，不。他不能想了。他突然觉得自己是世界上最大的一个笨蛋。他觉得自己说什么也不能失去她。对，不能失去，这种不能失去的感觉，这种害怕失去的痛苦，原来就是爱。他什么也说不出来了。自己可以编出最简洁的程序，可以黑掉世界上任何一个网站，但却看不透一个平凡的女孩。她真的平凡吗？不，不，我要她！他没有办法自己开车了，他叫了 TAXI 。他要赶到她的身边去，对，带着爱去！在一家花店门口，他叫车停住。他扔下了黄玫瑰。 “ 快，我要红玫瑰， 999 支！ ” 一个小店，哪有这么多。殷勤的小姐配了 99 支。
99 支火红的热烈的欧洲来的玫瑰终于随着他来到了病房。她，在昏迷。几台机器在她身边，发出奇怪的声音，闪着奇怪的图象。他在门外，他和 99 朵玫瑰一起等，等待她的苏醒。她一定会活着。有我爱她，她会活着！他轻声的呼唤她，我在等你！她终于苏醒过来了。他冲了进来，还有， 99 朵玫瑰。他趴在了她的耳边，就像每天早上她叫他一样，让自己的声音轻轻的传如她的耳朵：我爱你。她已经完全变了样子。任何人都知道，平凡是对一个不好看的女孩比较客气的评价。是的，她不是漂亮的女孩。而病中的她，更不好看了。可对他来说，他需要什么呢？他不需要漂亮的女孩，他只要一个全心爱他的头脑！他爱她。
脑瘤一直在压迫视神经，她实际上已经看不见什么了。他抓住了她的手，温柔的说：我现在没有钻戒，但我真诚地向你求婚。相信我！我只有 99 朵玫瑰。你是一个不平凡的女孩，你会喜欢玫瑰吗？我怕你不喜欢他们，但 …… 在他眼里，她是那么与众不同，她会喜欢俗气的玫瑰吗？而他，曾经送给过很多人玫瑰呀。他不知道自己该说什么。这不是怜悯不是同情。他知道自己醒悟的太晚了，他知道其实自己早就爱上了她。她小小的柔软的手被握在了他纤细的冰冷的手中。 “ 傻瓜，哪个女孩不喜欢玫瑰？ ” 她颤抖着，说了一句。他把她的手贴在自己的脸上，喃喃的说：我们结婚时，要 999 朵玫瑰，不 9999 朵 …… 她微笑着，又是昏迷。
几天了，他一直陪在医院。他拒听了一切来电，他的手机只等着一个号码： 13901120521 。她有时清醒，有时沉睡。
“ 这是我一生中最快乐的时光 ”“ 有你，我才幸福。 ”
这天她清醒的时间特长，似乎她又能看见东西了。但她几乎已经不能呼吸，她仍在清晨给了他一个微笑，一个最美的笑。但接着，就是剧烈的头痛和呕吐。仪器上显示她的颅内压已经相当高了。她快走了。而这种情形下，只有她，只有她自己可以体会这种痛苦。医生在诊断书上写下： “ 实行安乐死比较人道。 ”
好静。周围好静。已经是秋天了，树叶从枝头落下，铺满了小路。这是他们初相遇的季节。她望着他，想他们的故事。校园里的心跳，毕业时热烈的拥抱，看似无意的承诺，每天清晨让人又恨又怜的电话铃声，还有那玫瑰。她用眼神示意了一下。他从她的枕头下拿出了她的手机。他第一次见到这个每天叫他的手机。小巧的蓝色的手机， 13901120521 ，他最喜欢的颜色，也是他最喜欢的型号 —— 诺基亚。他掏出了自己的手机。一颗心，他郑重地传递给她一颗心。她微笑了。四周真的好静，只有手机键盘拨号的声音。她，第一次，为他打上了一颗心。
P/S: i used to have this kind of privilege and "5 star service" morning calls for past 4 yrs, an unfortunate event happened to my beloved one, since that day onwards, i can't receive any sweet morning call anymore. :(
Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker
Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"
You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...
Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)
You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.
Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.
The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.
Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.
You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.
Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*
Your Kissing Purity Score: 54% Pure
For you, kissing isn't a casual thing
Lip to lip action makes your heart sing
Thursday, October 13, 2005
坚强的外表是种保护色，强颜欢笑之下又能维持多久? 脆弱的心灵，有时候都将眼泪都往肚子里吞，有谁能体会? 又有谁来安慰?
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
NS: Gosh! It’s so big! 19 inches!
HR: It’s big!!
NS: Oh man! 19 inches really big! GOSH! I like it!
HR: Come let me show you.
NS: Kewl!! Really amazing!
HR: Yeah..I really like It too! It’s 19 inches! Big enuff..
NS: How long you have it?
What da heck they talking about? Don’t simply think of nonsense…haha…It’s funny conversation between NS and HR. Because both of them are same kind of homosapien.
They were talking about new “pet”. HR’s a brand new laptop, Toshiba cost him RM13k.
Yeah, no shit! He paid cash for it. Rich people always can do that, invest on something they like and can show off. Then keep telling people how high tech is it, show to everyone the new pet. But with all good gadgets also useless, coz doesn’t know how to use it. Muahahhaa….. Wireless mouse can’t move due to no battery, but keep saying mouse spoilt already. Sigh…really don’t know what to say yeah…
NS loves to show off how capable she is, mentioned she is professional photographer. But give her a camera only can snap a few picture after that memory already full , u guess what? She set the high pixel for all pictures! And she showed off her new sony pen-drive which can be radio and mp3..Within one month she lost it! Muahahahahhaahhaa….
BL is another one who like to show off too, she loves to wear branded stuff. Bought a new camera phone, go around and showing off, within one week the phone was gone missing. O_o Her favourite brand : Guess, Esprit, Tiffany, G2000, etc. Always need to let public see whatever she wear or she carry out.
We wait and see how long this kind of people can survive? Keep showing off and goods keep get missing.
Some rich people can afford to buy all branded stuff but just keep low profile as much as they can. As long as the goods are in good quality, value for money and comfortable. Not necessary need to get all branded goods. Have you seen anyone wearing clothes with price tag walking around? Who don't know you have lots of money? have to use the money wisely. Don't act stewpiak! *toot*
Erm….wearing / using branded goods won’t upgrade your personality or change your attitude. May be able to enhance your appearance by creating a gorgeous makeover outlook (cover girl??) Nevertheless, presentable appearance is one of the important points we need to focus on, but with simple outfit still can bring out the best in you! If you know how to carry yourself with your positive attitude and great personality, you still a winner!
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Mum gonna be with me for one week, so i 've great pleasure to eat all the nice food. Too bad tomorrow she is going back home..i gonna to miss her alots!! sob sob^_^
Gonna "EAT MYSELF" oh...
Imagine everyday i back home, i have someone is waiting for me for dinner, housework is done, dinner is ready...everyday yummy soup... so "han fook" one.. next week gonna back to shape, hardly to eat alone everyday (will get sick one), so normally skip the dinner session. :(
This afternoon brought her went shopping @ IOI mall, she told me it was tiring.. hahaha... i know her dislike shopping and walk around, rather stay at home watching tv, cooking, listening to music and reading.. We bought some groceries.. and she bought me a brand new slow cooker! Wow! such a great gift from my mum! She wants me to have proper meal and able to cook my favourite soups while she's not around with me. How sweet! Thanks mum! *Smoochies*
Also we bought some vegetables and Gary's birthday cake then heading to Lynne's house. Tonight we have home cooking gathering with Lynne, Mary and Rachel. Wondering why Weimun didnt come along?
*SLurp* Look what we had for dinner? Deep fried oyster mushroom (YUMMY! Lynne said not enuff..craving more for it) Fried choy sum, Fried rice (cooked by Rachel, all become rice balls..muahahhaa..*ops* pls no complain yeah), vegetable soup with prawn balls and pork rib, Fried chilli padi with onion & anchovies (damn spicy but extremely nice with rice). Rachel eat till cried...shed out her tear, blow her nose..hahaha...
After dinner, drinking session..don't get me wrong...we had soya bean cincau...muahahhaa...
Then watching TV, Rachel out of sudden wanna go swimming...cool! more than 6 months i didnt go swimming, this is good time for me to pick up my swimming skill again.
Rachel, Lynne and I went swimming together..Then both of them told me.. "Jo, look..the slow moving guy again..swim very slow one" muahaha.... then we didn't bother much just jumped into the pool. Have fun time...... Suddenly, Lynne and Rachel asked me to go over one side of the pool, asked me look at one of unknown items underneath the pool. It seems like a piece undergarment, white colour...Rachel said it's underwear, I told her it's bra. End up Lynne said got shit there...Whalao! Who's the bastard did tat? then both of them freak out and not dare to swim over there. muahaha...
However, we still swim for one hour. Rachel just learned how to swim, so she keeps swallowed some of the water..(she keep saying shit water, she's damn funny & cute) ahahahha.....
Phew..we back home @ 11.30pm..What a fruitful day for me! Spent a quality time together with my mum and friends. ^0^
Thursday, October 06, 2005
This is a nice one sent by my friend...^o^
You are my fucking friend,
And i hope you know that's fucking true,
No matter what the fuck happens,
I will stand the fuck by you.
I will fucking be there for you,
Whenever the fuck you need me.
To lend you a fucking hand,
To do a fucking good deed,
So just fucking call on me,
Whenever the fuck you need anything.
Fuck..I will always be there,
Even to the bitter fucking end.
What does a lady term mean?
Implicit in the definition is that man must take care of her, because she’s not competent to do things on her own.
A lady wouldn’t break her nails changing a flat, a lady doesn’t swear, a lady doesn’t like oral sex. At least that’s what our mothers said when we’re growing up. They had a litany of things that ladies (which we were supposes to become) weren’t allowed to do. Please despise this “L” word!
Hello, women? How about this? That sounds goofy.
Hello, girls? Erm..you’re either talking to females under the age of 21.
Chick is another term that diminishes women. It’s like girl or gal, only less respectful.
WOW, Babe!!Babe implies that a woman is sexually appealing to men, as in “is she a babe?”
Yo..Slut! Slut used to mean a slovenly women. Now it means a woman who’ll sleep with everyone. This is considered bad in a woman, though perfectly fabulous in a man.
How about BITCH? Too negative? NO. NO. No. I don’t think so.
It’s Kewl! I like this in a word! ^o^
Not everyone can be bitchy..can being a good bitch! Hehehehe…Have to learn it.
Bitch means a woman who will sleep with everyone but you. Nah..not at all, bitch can do everything to you without your acknowledge, kill you without a knife but with her smile & wink. She can does a perfect work and take up all the credits, become the WINNER! And dare to take the challenge to bitch around! Devilish! In her blood boiling with evil grins, poisonous heart but with a beautiful face or sexy body. Wanna be a bitch, you need to be someone with an awful attitude to be called one. Hahahaha…..
A man will call a woman a bitch when he can’t control her, when she won’t do his bidding or when she’s not compliant to his needs. *wink*
I heard the word of babe and think, “Am I a babe? and, if not, am I worthless?”
Nah..don’t get me wrong, I would prefer as BABY.
Well, now we think about the name we’re called for men.
“Yo..what’s up? Men?” sounds familiar?
Let’s name it out… Dude? Fellows?Guys? Spinster? Bachelor? Bastard? Niggy? Gorgeous? Buddy? Sayang? Busuk?
So which one you like? Tell me!! What people should called you as? A babe?
Then, Who am I ?
Monday, October 03, 2005
I hate monday!!!!!every monday sure got "shit" to collect!
Who say Monday is blissful one??
Plenty of uncertainty...
Some of the people always look forward to Monday, i'm looking forward to Saturday & Sunday.
U know why? i can sleep till anytime i want, no need to get up early to get ready to work. I can do whatever i like at home, hang out with friends..have my own personal times and privacy..
Somehow i still need to work on alternate Saturday :(
so frust when some "SHIT" happened in the morning when i have a good mood, then the stupid incident caused my mood totally down to drain...
Imagine wanna to pay bill , reached the bank realized the cash deposit machine is out of order. Somemore the bank dared to put a small note there "kelana Jaya, subang and puchong machines all out of order". Damn, don't know when the service will be back. Because only one bank in the stewpiak location. Sigh...get the cheque to pay off lah...so troublesome!
Then after lunch time, 3rd world war created by my boss, because his beloved kingdom in mess, his staff forgot to prepare for today VIP set lunch!! The reason is didn't receive any function order! Gosh! I sweared that they overlook the function order. I signed off the function order and let my assistant to distribute. How come Banquet and Stewarding received the copy and get ready all preparation? Ironically, found the kitchen copy function order in the chef incharge file! Damn, everyone tried to push the ball around.. "DENIAL" Finally, boss has to manage to solve the issue with the guest, last minute rushed to cook for them.
Because you can't blaime on others, person who received the copy forgot to sign off in the desinated logbook. Nothing to prove.
Look, learned one lesson from this stewpiak incident, everything must have black and white!! No one can be TRUSTED!!
Saturday, October 01, 2005
I totally don't have any clue about it, erm..new term...
Then he told me: B = Bondage, D=Domination, S=Sadism, M=Masochism.
Gosh!! What's that for? Then he told me he just wondering whether i know it?
Well, after he told me finally i knew...;p
Bondage: Slavery / Servitude
Who wanna become a slave huh? erm..hard to say, may be there is one.
Slave for the boss, slave for the lover, slave for family? hehehe... serve till end of the day, till end of last breath.. or just being workaholic?
Domination : Control / Authority or influence
Erm..most of the human being love to dominate... to get the authority, show off the status, show off the power..controling everything..get pride... to fullfil the one desires..get satisfaction of being controlled and drive people up to the wall? Too tight of controlling is no good, should know when to let go and being flexible..
Sadism: Sexual pleasure from cruelty to one's partner
Wow! it's kewl! who love this huh? Love to be tortured and at the same time get the pleasure.
Have fun on bed? such a great fantasy... I'm sure some of them will love to be one of this "victim". hahahahaha...Enjoy!
Masochism: Getting satisfatction sexual pleasure from pain or humiliation
Masochism = Sadism
One love to receive the cruel sexual conducts / practises ...hhahahaha...
Watch out! who is the victim? ^o^